I wanna sleep but I feel super fucking nauseous, yet every time I think I’m gonna puke I can’t do it.
My sides and stomach are still burning, but I can’t take more painkillers in case I do end up vomiting…
I am so tired of my body screwing me over all the god damn time
The sample Kendrick uses on The Recipe is probably my fave sample out of all his work
Jesus christ I could listen to that track forever
I feel better today. Well, better than before. I’m forcing myself to be optimistic about this otherwise I’m gonna dig myself into a hole.
Baby steps. Tiny fucking baby steps.
When you have children, you always have family. They will always be your priority, your responsibility. And a man, a man provides. And he does it even when he’s not appreciated or respected or even loved. He simply bears up and he does it. Because he’s a man.
Breaking Bad (2008-2013)
Simon and Garfunkel ~ Flowers Never Bend With The Rainfall
Heading back to London tomorrow for second year.
I’ve realised that spending next summer in this town is gonna be even worse than this one. Everyone I know has either moved away, or barely comes back here. I don’t blame them. I have no connection with this place anymore. I’m gonna miss my cat and family but that’s literally it.
So yup. Seeing my friend tonight for the last time before she goes to Australia (won’t see her until December 2015????) and then it’s GOODBYE TO THIS SELF ABSORBED CUT OFF SHIT HOLE